Everyone’s telling me to forget you & not wait for you. My dream told me I shouldn’t wait for you while an amazing incident happened on facebook seemed like it was telling me to wait for you. I’m confused. But I know I think about you most of the time. You’re back from your trip and you don’t even bother to say hi to me anymore? Mom told me to ignore you if you send me anything but now I just want to hear something from you. I guess you don’t feel the same way as I do. Guess you don’t miss me…
Sorry loyal readers. WordPress hasn’t been working so well so that was why I couldn’t post stories and all. Please forgive me dear readers 
. Let me give you a quick update yeah?
- I finally bought contacts! (not colored) No more glasses messing up my scarves.
- Speaking about scarves, aisha & met Mdm. Suraya. We chatted for sometime with her about studies & all. She even gave us a wonderful lesson on how to wear a scarf like her. She’s so nice. I’m so glad she’s our mentor. Maybe aisha & I are her favorites? Hehe. Anyway, I tried it after I broke my fast at home, I LOVE it! I’m thinking of wearing that style for Raya, but I don’t think I have the guts yet. Maybe next semester? We’ll see
- Yes people I’m still single. Stop asking me if I have a bf. Lol
- Our Theater Workshop is still in progress. The date of the workshop will be on 5th October. As Assistant Project Manager, I don’t really have much to do so I offered to join Food & Beverages department. Tomorrow I’m going to call Nasi Beriyani Johor to place orders.
- I’m supposed to have class on Wednesday but I’m skipping it so I can take care of my little bro at home while parents & my big bro go to work. If Raya’s on Thursday, we’ll go back on Thursday.
- My baju raya is so lovely. I really love it. It’s the most expensive clothing I’ve ever bought. Our theme this year is red. I’ll show you guys the pic after raya when I have the time?
- After raya is going to be crazy. Projects to be done, assignments to be submitted…Gosh.
- For coco class, my group coincidently got Bowling to present & write a report on. Our group was great. I wore my bowling attire & it really helped the group. The lecturer seemed to be satisfied with our presentation because the other groups were either not serious, not prepared etc. So happy I got bowling
- 2 more days to puasa. Can’t wait. I wonder how much I weigh now. I havent been sick for so long. Alhamdulillah I’m a healthy girl
- Why do chubby/big/healthy guys like me? Mom’s right. I do attract these type of guys. It’s funny how the guys we like & hope to be ours can’t be ours while the guys who we don’t have interest with likes us. Hm. I really wish I knew who my soulmate is.
- I went to Sasha’s place on 26-29th August. It was the bomb. Pictures you’ll see in facebook. Miss ya girl!
Ok that’s all I can remember now. Gonna sleep. Lately I’ve been struggling to wake up for Sahur. Soo weird. Goodnight readers!
xoxo
Blissful events
Posted: July 16, 2010 in UncategorizedTags: AEAP ceremony, college, friends, Theater trip
Sorry readers. I’m finally back! Lots of things have been going on so I didn’t have time to update my blog. Well lets see what I have for you all.
1. Last Wednesday I attended my college’s Academic Excellence Award Presentation Ceremony. I received a Presidential certificate & a Dean certificate for my results in the previous year’s June & November. Presidential is given to students who got 3.94 to 4 flat. Dean is given to 3.75 to 3.93. Parents weren’t allowed due to the number of certificate recipients & well college can’t afford more food & seats hehe. Aishah & I sat at the Presidential side which I’m very grateful & proud of hehe. We took loads of pictures but I’ll upload them on Facebook once I get them.
2. Yesterday I spent time with Nina at Mines to sort of celebrate her birthday that was a week ago. We watched “Inception” that was a confusing movie yet still a very good movie we then went to Station Kopitiam to eat dinner while Nina for breaking her fast, bought her Bata sport shoes & then took a cab back. Sounds short but we went out from 3.30 to 9.30pm. Haha. I slept at 10 after that & woke up early this morning! Aiyo
3. Today I’ll be going to a theater performance called “Shout” with some lecturers. Aisha & I were chosen with another 2 students from our faculty I think to go. Again I’m feeling grateful & proud plus honored to be chosen among many. Can’t wait to take pics & yes will put in Facebook after that when I have the time. Aisha & I are attending the morning class only since the event’s in the afternoon till we-don’t-know-when-it’ll-finish. We’ll miss our French class tonight at 6. Hope we’ll catch up.
4. Finally got my laptop back. Rm600. Crazy expensive but what to do. At least we got it after a week unlike the previous shop who wanted to send it to a state way north and bring it back after 3 weeks. Gile. Haha. I love you lappy!!!
Ok need to get ready for class now. Office application lab class today. Hope everything will go well. Am getting broke. Hoho. Till the next update readers
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Is it just me or we’re not erasing our feelings like we should?
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After checking the new timetable, I was all set to go to class today which was supposed to be at 8. I went to my supposed-to-be BM class & guess what? The class was taken by another class. I asked the lecturer what class it was & then he asked me back which class are you looking for. I told him my class & that it was supposed to be in that room. He told me I had to check the timetable again because according to him, the timetable changed yesterday so my venue might have changed. So I went back to the hostel & checked online. I would’ve gone upstairs to meet my lecturer my lecturer but I didn’t think she would be in her room yet. I then checked my timetable & the venue is still the same! It was tiring to walk back all the way to the hostel. Now I’m currently waiting for my 11am class. Hope it’s not canceled too. It’s great that I have a blog to release my dissatisfaction to
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I got my 4 flat finally. Alhamdulillah.
Now back a home. No classes this week yet. Hehe.
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So my mom called college yesterday on when I can get my results (I asked her help) & so these are the official dates *Sigh*
24th & 25th June – Payment of fees
28th June -Results out & register subjects
My parents can’t pay now because we’ve been facing financial problems for a while now with paying my brother’s new car, my dad’s car, paying debts & others so I’m not sure when. I just hope there won’t be any problems when I register my subjects on Monday. So you see, this is why it’s really important for me to do well in college to get the 60% or at least 30% of the fee waiver to help my parents out. Gosh I wish I knew my gpa & cgpa today.
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Currently listening to Mika – (Relax) Take It Easy
Good morning readers!
It’s a fine morning today for Pu3. Yesterday I found out from a friend that results of last semester has come out online when it was only known to all KLIUC students that results will only be known when we get it this Friday but yea college system changed again. So here are my grades:
Public Speaking A+
Professional Development A+
Business Writing Skills A
Alhamdulillah I’m so thankful to Allah swt for helping me get these grades. My GPA & CGPA were the only ones not stated yet. Maybe because the administration is still trying to figure out our Public Speaking being an exception in our final exam. Aisha told me if we get all As, we should get 4 flat. I wish to believe her & celebrate since she should know better about the results for her previous 2 semesters getting 4 flat twice BUT I wont until I get the results myself tomorrow morning. I really hope I can get 4 flat this time. Just once before I graduate PLEASE! Hehe. Hope all will go well tomorrow. Parents are going to send me tomorrow early in the morning then dad will fetch me in the afternoon.
Our family may not be rich & I may not get everything I want, but we’re a very close & happy family. It’s true that money can’t make you happy longer than family can. I love them & I really hope to shock them with my results. Wishes?
4 flat + 60% fee waiver = PROUD PARENTS & less payment to be done by parents
Amin
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Who knew my best friend still has feelings for me. The ‘more than friends feeling’.
Now you decide to avoid me. So I’m giving you your space now. Or maybe forever…
I won’t mind since this is what will make you happy again after feeling used, fooled & jealous.
I hope you really did understand when I told you I’m sorry for making you feel all that,
& most importantly for making you fall in love with me…
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I just can’t help not hoping for him. Mom & I were having a conversation in the kitchen about him. She asked if we still keep contact since I haven’t talked about him much lately. I told her that we still are. The first thing that came out from her was “Don’t hope for him ok?” I was pretty shocked. I mean I know I’m not supposed to but when I read the message again & again, eventhough he said “maybe we should erase our feelings for now“, he did say a few things like he really liked what we have now, he doesn’t want me to go, he does like me, & “who knows right? jodoh xkan kemana kan?“
He’s right. Things have changed after he thought that he broke my heart & led me to hope. I took it calmly that time but now, I’m still sensing some hopes & adding more to mom’s advice about not having hopes for him? I could ignore his replies on my inbox but I can’t. I’d feel guilty if I don’t…& uneasy. I can tell him straight that my hopes are re-appearing again but then he’ll feel more guilty than he was before. It might distract him from his exams as well. That’s not even the last thing I want to do to him. Hm from the previous sentence I can see how special he is to me.
What if I wait believing the few things he said about us in the future don’t come true? What if I don’t hope for him and then in the future he finally tells me that he’s ready? If I was taken by that time? Shoot. How mind-bending.
Should I tell him that we both should stop our daily routine replies in facebook? If I do, should I tell him it’s because I’m hoping back again? I’ll ponder on this for now…
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